I was going to say that I’m torn between an idea and a feeling, but it’s really an idea and a state of mind. And it’s not so much an idea as a … well, I don’t know what it is.
The state of mind is “hot and tired” and the idea is: “can I make the audio quality in my next video way better if I find my microphone?”
It reminds me of a passage in“Alice in Wonderland,” just before the thing-that-changes-everything happens:
… she was considering in her own mind (as well as she could, for the hot day made her feel very sleepy and stupid), whether the pleasure of making a daisy-chain would be worth the trouble of getting up and picking the daisies, when suddenly a White Rabbit with pink eyes ran close by her.
It’s the stand-off of inertia and endeavor.
And the white rabbit is inspiration.
Which reminds me of one of my favorite drawings of mine .. the “hot-or-melting rabbit.”
Which I’m too hot-or-melting to find.